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Fuck I got an 86 on my math test …… and my last grade was an 83…. I’m so sad right now. I have an 88 in here. I need a 90, I NEED a 90. I want to spend my summer without hearing crap from my mom for not getting an A….fuck I want the dslr my dad promised me if I got straight a’s….and I want my license….oh my gahd. I’m gonna cry. So much damn stress. All I do is spend my time after school taking every chance to bring up my grade in any way, I spend almost everyday going to hakwon for hours and hours, stay yup finishing projects, studying and hw. I have volunteering at church every wed till ten and I go to art hakwon too…fuh. FUH. I need a freaking break. I’m so sleep deprived and stressed, its ridiuclous. School is getting the best of me. fml hard