I tried today. We were both going to the tennis game, I don’t really know why you were going but you were. I said lets go together, then you threw a sarcastic remark at me. When you were walking to the courts, I walked beside you telling you I’d go with you, you left me and walked back to the guys, so I just stood there, embarrassed and luckily one of my girl friends came up to me and we walked together. I tried and you shot me down completely. This sucks. I was sitting on the grass at the tennis game with a couple of my friends and you walked back and forth a lot, I looked at you when you were walking away but I never looked when you were walking past me. My friend told me that ever time you walked past me, you would always take a glance at me. I don’t even care though. You frustrate me. I don’t want to try anymore, its hopeless and useless. Maybe we are just supposed to be friends. Maybe you really are “too young” for me. Maybe I am just better off with someone else or just alone. I know you think you have me on some string right now, like some puppet, but no, not anymore. Don’t think I can’t move on. If I can do it once, then I sure as hell can do it twice.
