I know for a fact, you want me to try again. You want me to give you all that attention again, you want me to talk to you first and everything. I have to admit, when it comes to texting and chatting and all those things, you do everything first. I don’t ever do that type of stuff first, but thats just because its me and I feel too burdened to do it when it comes to you. You don’t want to try, because you want me to try and I don’t want to try, because I want you to try. So what now? I don’t know where we stand right now and its frustrating. Stop being such a pussy. You want to talk to me, then talk to me. I know it’d be nice if the girl texted you first and everything, but it’d be nice if guys stop acting like girls and manned up a little bit. Ugh why am I complaining about this. The only reason why I don’t text you first is cause I’m scared to. This is pathetic, so freaking pathetic. I miss you and I want to see you right now. I’m so bipolar when it comes to you. I’m so sick of this and I want to let go, but I’m so willing to stay. My feelings for you have become so deep and I’ve become so fond of you.