I just gave boy advice to J and she was telling me how her feelings for this boy she has a thing with, goes on and off, like a light switch. She told me that her feelings aren’t constant and that she likes him, but she doesn’t at the same time. I told her that, if she really did like him, then she wouldn’t be hesitant, she wouldn’t have these half-hearted feelings for him if she really liked him. I told her its maybe because shes just lonely and it feels nice knowing you have someone and that she can’t let go of the idea of them having something…and as I was telling her all of this, you popped up into my mind. You’re just like her. Your feelings for me are on and off. Some days you like me a lot, some days you just like me, some days its just an attraction and some days you just see me as a friend. Maybe you’re just like her and you just really can’t let of the idea of me liking you. Maybe thats why your feelings for me aren’t constant. Maybe you and I aren’t going to work out. Maybe we are just going to stay as we are. Maybe we aren’t gonna end up going out. Fu-k. I want you. Why does this have to be so complicated. Why don’t you like me.
