We like each other. I mean…even though your not at a constant state all the time with this whole liking me, you do like me, you have feelings for me…so that means something, right? I have feelings for you and you have feelings for me…so why is it so hard for me to…show you and tell you how I feel about you in the smallest ways? I have enough courage to talk to you and ask you questions about us, your feelings and tell you about my real feelings in all our serious conversations…but I don’t have enough courage to just…text you and tell you that I miss you. I want to be able to send you little texts, saying little things like that, maybe a heart, or no heart at all. I wish I had the balls to text you things like, “I miss you.”, “I want to see you”, “Can you hang out today?” I want to go on a date with you two. That’d be cute, wouldn’t it? A little date, just you and me. It wouldn’t be awkward at all, it’d be fun. It wouldn’t even matter what we’d be doing, I feel like we’d just have fun with each other either way. Everytime I try to text you little things like that^, I always get scared and think too hard and start debating whether I should send the text or not, and then I just end up not sending it, because I feel like…since you’re SO sarcastic all the time you can be so blunt, that you’re just gonna be like, “Oh, okay” or “I don’t miss you.” Just because…thats you and you love to joke like that and be that sarcastic a- hole you love to be to me.
This sucks. I miss you so much right now.
